She is living. That's what she was trying to convince her mum with, she was living the best life she could possibly live right now, and that is because she is free, there is no strings holding her back from doing what she wants to do. Love made her wings spread wide, love made her see even further than what she ever thought, love made her break the barriers and destroy the walls. But who would understand that? Why do people link partnership to restriction and limitation?
At first, she was so confused at the idea of defeating her monsters with love, how could she find medication in a feeling? The anxiety was still there, the fear was still there, but she believed love can cure any illness, she believed it had some sort of supernatural power of softening the hearts, calming the minds and purifying the souls. She just didn't know how to use it back then,"defeat the bad with the good"they said, but the process was still yet unknown for her.
She kept on trying, she kept on searching for a way to let love demolish her anger and fears, she believed in her love like it was her only savior, and she was lucky enough for having someone to remind her of that everyday...
He gave her freedom, he released her from her depressive thoughts. He had the talent to create a peaceful bubble around her every time she was with him.
She finally found how to heal her anxiety, her confusion, her fears, and it was due to him.
Whenever her mum asked her to live and not let herself get attached, she responded with the calmest tone "I am living and I am happy mother".
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